Leigh ( normalsworthashot ) and I went to the Sunglass Hut yesterday and had a BLAST! We also went to Bob Evans and I ate chicken while she wasn’t allowed to because she is a practicing Catholic and I’m a piece of shit. xD
I also got two smoothies.
Of course this was before my world came crashing down so I was still in a good mood yesterday. Oh how things can change so quick
My mom and her fiancé broke up. I spent most of today (wanting to set his shit on fire) packing his stuff into boxes and crying with my mother. I feel so horrible for her. He is such a piece of shit. It’s a damn good thing I’m a lesbian because I don’t trust men. I don’t trust them at all. I’ve never had a good and reliable man in my life. They have all been cheaters and liars and thieves and druggies.
I can’t even imagine what my mother is going through.
My great grandmother died on Thursday and my grandmother spent most of last week in the hospital and they still don’t know what’s wrong with her.
Overall life has been shit and I need to get away. And I am. Tomorrow after a work shift I get on a train for three hours to New York where I will be spending a week with my boyfriend. I feel bad for leaving my mom alone for so long. But I need this.
I miss Alic so so much. I need him.
When I was 12, revealed to my mommy that I don’t believe in God. She looked at me wild-eyed and screamed, “So when you’re laying there dying on the hospital bed, who is going to save you?? SCIENTISTS?!”
And I said, “Yes, mommy, they’re called Doctors.”
reminded me of